I sleep
in your borrowed bed
I can smell you
in it.
I can smell your sweat
the sweetness of your cologne
and you
in it.
I sleep so peacefully
hugging the pillow, it's warm
like the soft bed
and I wish you were
in it.
My body aches because
I'm stupid
and my heart beats for you
because you're
in it.
And I think about life
and how meaningless it is
for me
because you're not around
and I want you
in it.