My core trembles
as you approach me,
half blinded
by your own poison,
you touch me
so deeply
and by accident
to the core of my being
so that I no
longer feel anything
-bad or good-
that you can
do to me.
Somehow, a blessing
for I am a toy
to you
in your shoebox
of others
for nothing
is anything
everything is
useless
in your eyes
for you are
God
and everyone
loves you somehow
for you blind
them all.
As you and me
rape them
of their lives
of their souls
of their love
of their passion.